I wonder what being a mom feels like? Not what it's supposed to. Not the fairytale of a mom. Just a real mom living day to day with a toddler. Oh, my, that is overwhelming in itself and one can feel lost in it. I'm the mom of four grown-ups and I can tell you that you're right on track. There's no one way; just your way. Don't fret. Enjoy your son and live day by day. Thank you for your thoughtful article.